
A Year in the
Life: May
Authors: Sim & Cam
Disclaimer: Oh come on, would
we really be sitting here and just write fanfics about them if they were
truly ours? Don’t ya think we then would have a huge party and have some
fun? *g*
Authors’ Note: So May is the 5th month, and therefore the
5th part of this series. Just in case not all of you are as sharp as a
page of Oscar Wilde witticisms, rolled into a cone, saturated in lemon
juice and jabbed into someone’s eye!!
Authors’ Note II: Yes, both
me and Sim are on a Red Dwarf kick. Be afraid. Be very afraid.
****
The sun was streaming through the window, making
patters on the floor. The tree outside was moving slowly with the wind,
the leaves beginning to change color and occasionally hitting the window.
That was the only sounds in the room.
Except breathing. Rachel
Goldstein was desperately focusing on her breathing to keep her from
feeling the dull ache in her heart.
Breathe out, breathe in.
Breathe out, breathe in. That’s it. Breathe out…
And the pain was
there again.
Not the physical pain, that the painkillers had
blocked, and the doctors taken away. But the raw, gaping hole she felt in
her stomach, where something had been ripped from her. Her baby was dead.
Closing her eyes, she could see the blood.. and feel the pain that
had throbbed through her body.
She hugged herself, rocking back and
forth in the bed. She didn’t notice Frank standing in the doorway, just
looking at her. After a while he left quietly, closing the door behind
him. He was at a loss for what to say, or do.
She was so far from
him now.
“Miss Goldstein?” the doctor asked, entering. She
nodded.
“Are you sure you are ready to go home?”
“Yes,” she
whispered, then raised her voice, “yeah, yeah, I am.”
“I would
preferred to have kept you longer,” the doctor said, sitting down on the
bed, “but the choice in this case is yours. Take some time off work to
relax and get back on your feet, a 12th week miscarriage is
very…”
She lifted her gaze confused.
“12th
week?”
“Yes, almost 13 in fact, after the first trimester, the baby
may have had a better chance",” the doctor explained.
“But I
thought I was only 9 weeks along… 10 maybe…” she said, trying to
comprehend what he was telling her.
“No, you were definitely
further along, the tests confirm it.”
“Mid-January,” she
muttered.
“Yes, that’s my estimate as well.”
She closed her
eyes, fighting a well of tears.
“Miss Goldstein, are you okay?”
“I’m fine,” she snapped back, getting up. She almost fell over,
the doctor caught her, but she waved him off impatiently.
She
walked out feeling like someone had punched her right in the stomach.
It wasn’t Ben’s. It’s was Frank’s.
****
“Frank?”
Helen called out as he entered the office.
“Yeah,” he
muttered.
“There’s been another robbery, this time at the south
harborside.”
“Right,” he sighed. Another robbery. There had been
several in the beginning of this month, and so far they had nothing to go
on. Nothing.
“You okay Frank?” Helen asked, seeing the deep frown
on his face.
“Yeah, I just.. she’s so far from me Helen.. it’s like
I can’t reach her.”
“Give her time Frank,” Helen suggested, patting
him lightly on the shoulder.
“Yeah…” he looked around in the
office, which was simply too big for him alone. Sighing, he got up to get
some work done. This new robbery probably wouldn’t offer any more clues,
but he was thankful for the opportunity to focus on something besides…
Damn. Damn! Why had this had to happen just as they were in the
process of fixing things between them? It wasn’t fair. But then again life
was rarely fair at all.
“Frank…” came Tommy’s voice and he snapped
out of his daze.
“Yeah, Tommy?”
“Well, I just thought you
could need a second, and with Rachel in hospital…”
“Sure,” Frank
said with a shrug. He didn’t mind taking Tommy, as long as
Rachel..
“Stop it,” he told himself firmly. He didn’t want to think
about it, think about how she had cried in his arms as the Doctor had told
them she had lost the baby, think about all the blood, think about how she
hadn’t said a word to him the day after, think about how afraid he was
that..
He closed his eyes for a brief second, wishing he could just
fix it all, take away the hurt and everything that had happened the last
year.
“Let’s go,” he said when opening his eyes again and he and
Tommy walked out.
Helen looked after them, before heading up too
see Jeff.
“Jeff… you said there was something you wanted to talk to
me about?” she asked, poking her head in.
“Yeah.. take a seat,” he
offered, then rubbing his eyes slightly.
“This is a hell of a
timing.. but our department is getting a review next month.. it seems they
think the whole Police Department needs a shake-up..”
“They always
seem to think that’s the solution,” Helen shot in.
“Yes.. but this
time they think it might be a good idea to bring in some fresh blood. They
want to transfer one of our detectives out and bring in someone new,” Jeff
explained
“You’re kidding?”
“No.”
“I can just imagine
how Frank and Rachel will take that,” Helen said with a sigh.
“How
is Rachel?” Jeff asked, showing a hint of concern in his voice.
“She’s in a bit of a shock… I told her to at least take two weeks
off.”
“Did she agree?”
“No, but what did you expect?”
“Order her to take it. But make sure she drops in by my office
this week. I want to have a chat with both her and Frank.”
“Will do
Jeff,” Helen exclaimed as she went down the stairs again. She intended to
seek cover when Frank and Rachel were told the news.. Neither would be
quite happy, she imagined.
******
“Great, no friggin clues
whatsoever!” Frank exclaimed as he and Tommy came back to the Station a
few hours later.
“They seem quite professional,” Tommy
agreed.
“5 robberies just this month! They’ve gotten away with
millions in jewelry, and even some cash that one lawyer stored on his
yacht. And we have nothing to go after. I tell ya, this one is driving me
nuts!” Frank said as he sat down on his chair, looking out the window.
“Sure you have looked closely enough?” Rachel asked as she entered
the office. He stared.
“Rachel! What are you doing here?”
“I
work here,” she remarked dryly.
“But.. I thought you were still at
the hospital..”
“Why? You didn’t seem to come bother checking on
me!” she shot back.
“Excuse me, but you were the one who told me to
piss off the very next morning when I did come! And need I remind you I
followed you in the ambulance!” he shot back angrily, not sure if he was
more hurt or more angry.
“Oh, bite me!” she snapped, then took a
deep breath. “I’m sorry, I was just…”
He nodded.
“Yeah, I’m
sorry, I guess I could have been a bit more stubborn and
stayed…”
“That’s a first-timer, Francis James Holloway not being
stubborn,” she said with a small smile. He chuckled.
“Yeah.. so
we’re okay?” She nodded, and found herself wrapped in a big hug before she
could blink.
“Frank, Rachel, my office!” Hawker exclaimed,
interrupting the tender moment between the two. Rachel quickly freed
herself, wiping away some tears. How she was going to tell Frank about the
baby, she had no idea.
“Better not let the boss wait,” Frank
remarked, feeling ridiculously happy Rachel was back again.
“Yeah,” she replied, leading the way to Hawker’s
office.
“What’s up Jeff?” she asked as they got in.
“You’re
not gonna like this, but this goes from the top.”
“What?” Frank
said with a frown.
“Next month our whole department will be
reviewed. And you two especially. But I can tell you right away.. they
want to transfer one of you out.”
Both detectives spoke at once.
“What???!!” Frank snapped.
“You can’t be serious!!” Rachel
exclaimed.
Hawker hold up his hands.
“I will fight this,
but you two better be on your best behavior next month.”
“Scout’s
honor,” Frank said with a frown, his mind already racing. He couldn’t even
imagine working with anyone else anymore, he had always assumed whatever
else they had, no one could take their partnership away.
“And
Rachel, you are hereby on a 2 weeks leave,” Hawker added.
“But
I’m..” she began.
“No but’s, this is not negotiable
Goldie.”
“Fine,” she said with a shrug, marching out.
“Take
care of her Frank,” Jeff said as his other detective got up.
"Yeah…”
Downstairs, Rachel felt Helen’s worried glance on
her.
“Rachel?”
“Helen..”
“Come on, what’s
wrong?”
“I…” Rachel looked around, seeing no one else was in
hearing range.
“Have you talked to Ben yet?”
“No… and I
don’t need to.”
“But I thought he was the father,” Helen
remarked.
“So did I.. but um… It was Frank’s. And I don’t know what
to tell him, or if I should, or…” she trailed off, realizing she was
babbling.
“Rachel?” came Frank’s voice, and she looked up to see
him just a few meters away, “look, I gotta check some more into this
robbery thing, but do you wanna like… grab a beer
afterwards?”
“Sure.. call me, yeah?” He nodded, then walked
upstairs again, wondering why Helen was looking at him in that way. He had
a strange feeling he had been the topic of conversation between the two.
“I’ll see you later Helen,” Rachel said quickly, stepping outside
to take a big breath. She had to tell him. It was burning on her tongue,
and hanging between them like a dark cloud.
But first.. there was
someone she needed to see.
******
“Mom!” David exclaimed
happily as she stepped out of the car in front of his house.
“Hey
pumpkin!” she grinned back, wrapping him in a big hug.
“You well
again?” he asked, and she gave him a reassuring smile.
“Yeah.. hey,
listen, your dad is away this week, so what do you say we have some fun? I
have time off work.”
“Really?” David’s face lit up, and it warmed
her all the way to her toes.
“Yeah..” she grinned. He gave her
another hug, then took her hand as they walked towards her
car.
“Can we go on the Nemesis again?” he asked
hopefully.
“We’ll see,” she replied, remembering to have a chat
with Tommy one of these days again. He had gotten her son hooked on police
boats!
******
“So you are sure you didn’t notice anything
unusual about these guys?” Frank asked the owner of the latest
robbery-stricken yacht. Mr. Henriks shook his head.
“No.. they
spoke plain Aussie, they were masked… I’m sorry, I just didn’t notice
anything.”
Frank sighed, tapping his pen against the desk. This
case seemed to be one dead way after another.
“Well, thank you for
your time. If you think of anything, please give a call,” Frank said as
the man got up.
“Yes, of course.”
“If we don’t get
something on this case soon…” Frank remarked to Tommy, who had been
following the interview.
“It’s weird how they seem to get away
just before we get there,” Tommy remarked.
“Yeah, almost as if they
are listening to our….” Frank trailed off.
“Police radio,” Tommy
finished.
“Of course… have we had any thefts of police radios
lately?”
Tommy shrugged his shoulders. “Maybe, I could look into
it.”
“Yeah.. maybe we finally have *something*,” Frank noted,
feeling his spirits lift somewhat. At least he could still catch crooks.
“I’ll go see if Helen knows anything,” Tommy said, slipping out.
Frank nodded, deep in thought. After a while he snapped out of it,
remembering he had promised to call Rachel.
Picking up the phone,
he dialed Rachel’s number. She picked up on the third ring.
“Heya,”
he exclaimed.
“Hey Frank,” she replied, and he heard someone else
say something as well.
“You got company?”
“Yes.. by a
gorgeous guy,” she replied.
“Oh? Someone I
know?”
“Yeah…”
“Mom!” he could hear David’s voice, and he
smiled.
“Tell the little bugger he better be nice to his mom.” She
laughed.
“We’re watching The Lion King.”
“Room for another
one the couch?” he asked with a smile.
“If you can handle singing
giraffes.. Yeah.”
“I’m a cop, I think I can handle that,” he joked,
“and I’ll bring some popcorn too.”
“Yeah!” he could hear David
exclaim.
“You spoil my son,” she remarked.
“I’ll spoil his
mom too,” he promised, then hung up.
To his surprise, he found that
he was smiling. Maybe life was being fair.. for just one evening anyway.
******
Life could be fair, Frank figured, as he stood in
Rachel’s kitchen some days later, listening to her putting David to bed.
The week had been pretty uneventful, allowing him to spend some
time with Rachel and David. He took them to the fair, the cinema, even to
McDonalds.
It gave him a strange pleasure to be with both of them,
he found himself almost wishing.. Well, that he had one as well. Of
course, first he had to get a wife, and one who stuck with him this
time.
“Sound asleep,” Rachel declared as she got down, interrupting
his chain of thoughts.
“He had an eventful day.”
“Yeah..
thanks Frank.. a beer?”
“Sure,” he replied, taking the bottle she
gave him.
“We.. haven’t really talked about this department
shake-up.”
He sighed.
“Can it wait Rach? I mean, till ya get
back to work? Cos I don’t wanna think about work just now.”
“Yeah..
I just thought.. I mean.. I don’t want to be transferred, and I don’t want
you too either.”
“I know.. you would miss me too much!” he said
with a grin.
“Would not!”
“Would too!”
“Well, not
more than you would miss me!”
He chuckled, knowing she had him
there.
“So.. you okay?”
“Yeah.. I guess so.”
“You’re
a great mom,” he said with a smile. She glanced up at him, then decided to
jump into it. She had gone over it again and again, and she had to tell
him. She owned him that much.
“You would make a great dad, Frank,”
she said honestly. He grinned.
“Well, just gotta find the right
woman to make a baby with first,” he teased, but the comment seemed to
make her tense.
“What’s wrong?” he asked worried.
“I.. I’m
trying to find a way to tell..”
“Ben,” he cut in, “about the baby
and the miscarriage?”
She shook her head.
“I don’t need to
talk to Ben.”
“Because you miscarried?”
“No…” she shook her
head, “he doesn’t need to know.”
Frank frowned, trying to figure
out where the conversation was going.
“Even though you lost it he
was the father and…”
“No,” she cut in, “he…. Has no reason to know
about this.”
“What are you trying to tell me here Rach?” Frank
asked confused
“My baby… wasn’t Ben’s,” she finally said, and
lifted her gaze.
He stared at her, just stared.
“It was..
mine?” he finally asked, his voice totally even. She closed her eyes and
nodded, grabbing the wall for support. He just stood there, staring at her
numbly.
“We were gonna have a baby,” he continued, “you and
me?”
When she said nothing, he leaned in closer, so close he could
feel her breath.
“Rachel? Please talk to me, just tell me
if…”
“It was our baby,” she whispered, swallowing. He closed his
eyes, and they stood like that for an eternity. Finally he opened his eyes
again, and shook his head unable to grasp the concept.
“I can’t
believe I was going to become a dad,” he remarked, “I never…”
“It
doesn’t matter now.”
“Yes, it does,” he insisted, “we shared
something special for a while, and..”
“It’s dead Frank!” she shot
back.
“I know that!” he replied angrily, “but what if it had lived?
Then what?”
“It didn’t, so there’s no point in going there!” she
shouted, then felt to her horror tears emerging.
"Rachel… Don’t
tell me to piss off, cos I won’t this time. I lost something
too.”
“I didn’t want it Frank… but I could feel it live inside me,
and I remember how it was like to have David…” she trailed off as the
tears finally overcame her, and Frank wrapped her into his arms. Her
stroked her back slowly, feeling some tears of his own.
It wasn’t
fair.
“I would have loved to have a baby with you,” he muttered,
so low he wasn’t sure if she heard it or not.
It wasn’t fair at
all.
******
“Hey Helen, any news on the single clue we
have?” Frank asked as he entered the office the following morning. She
shook her head.
“No.. nothing has turned up yet, but we are keeping
our eyes open.”
“Bugger,” he muttered, his mind not really on the
case though.
“She told you, didn’t she?” Helen asked.
“How
did you…” he gave her a glance, “nevermind. Yeah, and I… just don’t know
how to feel.”
“Feel about what?” Tayler asked, as she entered as
well.
“Nothing,” Frank snapped, walking upstairs.
“What’s
eating him?”
“Tayler.. none of your business!” Helen said
forcefully.
“I was just…”
“You were just getting to
work!”
“Yes, Sergeant,” Tayler replied, getting a compassionate
look from Syksie.
Frank slammed down on the chair as he got into
the office, feeling frustrated beyond reason. His case was a series of
dead ends, nothing concrete. His personal life was a mess, and he might
loose Rachel as his partner.
“Damned if I will,” he said
determined. He was gonna solve the case, somehow keep Rachel as his
partner, and win her over. Not necessarily in that order.
First
things first. He marched into Jeff’s office.
“Jeff, I mean Rachel
on this robbery case.”
“But she is..”
“Is fully capable of
getting back to work!”
“Frank..”
“I mean it Jeff! I need her
on this one!”
Jeff Hawker looked into the eyes of Frank Holloway,
and saw that he meant it.
“Okay.. if she feels she is up to
it…”
“Thanks boss!” Frank shot as he left the office in a hurry. It
was a beginning.
Not long after he was knocking at her door, and a
sleepy looking Rachel opened.
“Frank..”
“You can come back
to work!” he exclaimed, “Jeff cleared it.”
“I thought he said 2
weeks,” she remarked.
“I convinced him you’re
irreplaceable.”
“Oh
yeah?”
“Yeah.”
******
“You’re right, this is a series
of dead-ends!” Rachel exclaimed, as she slammed the last of the reports
onto the desk. It was the day after, or evening was more like it. She had
used most of the day to sniff out any rumors about the upcoming review as
well as having a long chat with Helen. She felt much better
now.
Things were almost the same. And if she hadn’t known about the
upcoming “doomsday” as Frank had nicknamed it next month she might have
allowed things to slip back to the comfortable routine.
Instead
she had a feeling they were treading uncharted water, slowly searching for
some firm ground to stand on.
“Yeah…” Frank shared her frustration
about the case, it was like a sticky pile of mud they were wading through.
"I think you could be right on the police radio idea, but we have
nothing to go after. Nothing.”
“But we’ll crack
it.”
“Awfully sure of yourself there, eh Holloway?”
“No… but
now that I have my favorite partner back, I can solve
anything!”
She laughed, then yawned.
“Well, I was
thinking.. dinner?” he offered. She looked up surprised.
“It’s
late, and we need food…” he said with a shrug.
“I remember the last
dinner we had… you hoping for a repetition?” she teased.
“It was
nice,” he admitted.
“Well… if we stop by a shop on the way over,
can I tempt you with some pasta a la Goldstein?”
He gave her a
broad grin. “I’d be a fool to pass that down!”
And so, an hour
later, they were sitting in her kitchen, eating pasta. David was back with
his father, so it was just them.
And somehow.. it felt
comfortable.
“You gotta give me the recipe for this!” he exclaimed
as he finished the last bit.
“Secret family recipe,” she replied,
taking away the plates.
“Oh, so I hafta marry into the family to
learn the secret?”
“Yep,” she said with a smile.
“Any other
goodies coming with marrying into the family?” She shook her head at
him.
“Quite the teaser, eh Francis?”
“Blame it on the
beers!”
“That a hint of you needing a refill?”
“Oh, you know
me so well!” he said with a smile. She handed him another beer as they
walked into the living room.
“I heard Jacobs is the one doing the
review of our division,” Rachel remarked after a few moments
silence.
“I know him… He’s not exactly a big fan, if he got his
way, he would kick me out.”
“I won’t let him,” she said with a
strength that surprised him.
“You won’t let him?”
“I won’t
let him” she repeated, “I just won’t.” He glanced up at her, deciding this
was as good a moment as any.
He leaned in close to her, so close
she could smell the scent of him. The pure Frank scent she had come to
recognize ever since they had.. well.. become close.
“I…” he began,
“I’ve been thinking and…”
“I’ve been thinking too,” she said
slowly.
“Yeah? What about?”
“Me and you and work…” she
shrugged her shoulders slightly.
“Me too.. I think..” he chose his
words carefully, “that maybe we can..”
A clear ringing tone
interrupted him.
“Shit! I hate those things!” he exclaimed as she
picked up the mobile phone.
“Tell me about it…” she muttered,
before answering, “Yeah, Goldstein.” Her expression quickly
changed.
“In progress? Okay, we’ll be right
there!”
“What?”
“Robbery in progress!” she explained,
picking up the car keys as they raced out, “if we’re quick we can nail
this case!”
*****
Their breaks screamed as they pulled up in
front of the given address. Two officers were already at the scene, but
there were no signs of the robbers.
“Damn! Don’t tell me we are too
late!” Frank exclaimed as they got
out.
“Detectives!”
“Where’s the bad guys?”
“They
seemed to have disappeared just before we got here.”
“Bugger!”
Frank muttered.
“Hey Frank.. if they do have a police
radio..”
“Yeah?”
She held up the mobile phone.
“Maybe we should communicate through other
means.”
******
“So now what?” he asked as they were sitting
in her car.
“Now we wait.”
“You really sure they will strike
again tonight?”
“Yeah.. And besides, they think we are all on the
scene. If they are listening to a police radio that is.”
He groaned
slightly. Stake-outs were a drag. They were watching the south end of a
pier with plenty of likely targets, so far everything seemed quiet.
He tapped his fingers on the dashboard, first slowly, then
increasingly faster, before going back to the slow rhythm he had begun
with.
“Frank.. could you be a little less annoying?” Rachel asked,
rubbing her temples. He sighed, but did stop the tapping.
“Can’t we
just forget about this and go home?”
“Don’t you want to solve
this?”
“Of course I do.. but I don’t think they’ll show up and
besides we could use a talk and..”
“Frank?” she interrupted. “Next
time, trust me. Look over there!”
She pointed to two dark clothed
men walking down the pier, heading for one of the yachts. Quickly, she
dialed Jeff’s number.
“Jeff.. we may have something. Get some
back-up, but don’t announce it over the radio.”
“They seem to be in
contact with a third.. one of them is carrying a walkie-talkie” Frank
observed through the binoculars.
She scouted around.
“Looks
like there is someone in that parked car over there.”
“And the
cavalry have arrived!” Frank exclaimed, noticing the car pulling up, “this
time we got them.”
Getting out, they both pulled out guns, stepping
quickly towards the arriving car.
“We take the third.. you get the
two inside,” Frank motioned to the other officers, then he and Rachel
carefully stepped towards the car Frank had noticed. As they approached
it, they saw the front door open.
“Must have seen us coming,”
Rachel noted, then took a quick look around. Frank stepped away from the
car, straining to see in the dark. The loud shouts from the pier told him
the two others were successfully apprehended.
Turning, he realized
he couldn’t see Rachel anymore.
“Rachel?” he called out, when
feeling something cold being pressed against his neck, pushing him down to
the ground. The ground was soft, and smelled of Earth.
“Ashes to
ashes, Earth to Earth,” his mind chanted for some absurd reason.
“You’re dead copper,” came a hoarse voice by his ear, he could
feel the cold steel against his artery. So this was how the end
came!
He braced himself for the shot, and it came, a loud echo
throughout his body, but instead of everything going black, the cold steel
fell from his throat as the guy dropped dead next to him.
Looking
up he saw Rachel standing just a meter away, her gun raised. She had saved
his life.
She dropped the gun as soon as the shot had gone off,
feeling all strength vanish from her limps. Frank got up from the ground
slowly, trying to grasp the fact that he was alive.
“Rachel,” he
called out, and she turned her gaze to him, convincing herself he was
alive. She hadn’t lost him. He was alive.
She was unaware of
crossing the distance between them, but she suddenly found herself in his
arms, being held gently. He was alive, that was all that mattered. He was
alive.
*****
When the statements had been taken, and the bad
guys taken away, it was late at night, the face of the moon replacing that
of the sun.
Frank’s car
“Wanna come in.. for some coffee?”
she asked as she fiddled with the keys.
“Do you want me
to?”
“Yes,” she said honestly, but avoiding his gaze. He followed
her into the kitchen where the light was off, only a soft light from
outside allowed them to avoid stumbling into the furniture.
“Close
call today,” he remarked when she said nothing.
“I can’t loose you
Frank,” she whispered so low he almost thought it was just his
imagination.
“I’m right here,” he replied softly, and she finally
met his gaze.
She looked at him. His face was covered by shadows,
while his hair was resting in the pale blue light from outside.
“I
should probably go,” he said, but she shook her head, crossing the
distance between them slowly, all the time holding his gaze.
“We
will stay partners,” she said firmly.
“I couldn’t imagine working
without you,” he admitted, causing her to give him a quick smile.
Her hair glowed a pale blue in the poor lightning, and he couldn’t
resist reaching out to touch it. She titled her head slightly, leaning in.
The kiss was awkward, nothing like the fiery ones he remembered.
Just one long touch, lips to lips. After what felt like an eternity he
gently lifted her upper lip to deepen the kiss, to taste her.
As
she let him explore her mouth with such gentle intensity, she felt her
body lean against his, letting him take control. For once she didn’t
mind.
It surprised him that she was letting him be in charge, to
let him take time. And he found he was nervous. It wasn’t like they hadn’t
done it before, they had. Two times in fact, but things had changed since
that.
This was a new beginning. He had nearly died today, and a
dark cloud was hanging over them. Work could spilt them up, and then what
would they have?
This. If they fought for it.
He broke off
the kiss gently.
“Rachel…”
“Yes, Francis James Holloway?”
The use of his full name made him smile.
“We’ll fight them to the
end,” he promised, stroking her cheek.
“We’re good as partners,”
she stated
“Only as partners?” he asked teasingly as she let a
finger trace his nose, then his lips.
“Oh, you mean we can be good
in other areas as well?”
He gave her a broad smile as he dipped
her, then kissing her with greater intensity than before. She let her
hands travel to his neck, pushing him closer to her. He had to fight to
keep his balance.
He left her lips to wonder across other parts of
her body, eventually ending up kissing her breasts though the thin fabric.
The sensation was overcoming, she closed her eyes, her lips parting in a
soundless sigh.
He forced himself to go slow this time. The two
first times had been so fast it had been over before it had begun, pure
lust. This was more of a slow dance, a feeling spreading to every part of
the body, filling them.
She lifted her hands over her head as he
pulled at her shirt, helping him remove it. He held her hands there even
after the shirt was up, slowly stroking her wrist with his thumbs, in slow
circles. Her gaze never faltered, never left his face.
She did the
same to him, lifting off his tie, then the shirt.
Their mouths
locked again, hands stroking bare skin. The blue light gave it all a
feeling of being inside a dream, not in it, but living it.
He
lifted her up, carrying her to the couch, and putting her down slowly,
assaulting her neckline while at it. The last pieces of clothing
disappeared in the same slow manner as the rest. She ached towards him
when he found that spot just at the hollow of her throat, just as he
remembered.
“Frank,” she moaned, pushing herself on top of him. And
then there were no more spoken words between them, lost as they were in
the feeling. And where one body began and another ended as impossible to
say.
She fell asleep a while afterwards, but he lay awake,
listening to her breathing, wondering what tomorrow or next week would
bring.
Finally, he left himself be carried by an dreamless sleep
into an uncertain future.
Dark clouds were gathering on the
horizon.
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