Disclaimer:
      These poems are my own creation, although some of them are based on characters not created by me. I am merely letting them inspire me.
      Camilla Sandman


      Take Your Pick...

      Twillight

      Caterpillar's Dream

      Night

      Tears

      What Is Left After You Fall? (Water Rats inspired)

      the Walls Don't Speak Our Language (Water Rats Inspired)

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      Twilight

      Tender tones singing so softly,
      yet filled with all the world’s grief
      The sun is swallowed by water,
      the darkness not yet come
      We stand in between
      The twilight hour
      Between sleep and awakness
      Between dreams and thoughts
      Sandman’s on his way
      Sleep all
      Alone, here in the twilight hour
      The Earth listens to tender tones of sorrow

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      Caterpillar’s dream

      Some are caterpillars and becomes butterflies
      Some are butterflies that becomes caterpillars
      Inside my caterpillar suit
      Awaits my butterfly wings eagerly to escape

      They have such lovely colours,
         gold, silver
      I wish that you could see them!
       they shine up like the sun and moon and the stars

      And I know that they will take me
        above the cloud, above the sky
      I wish for you to fly with me, dear
      But my wings can carry you too

      For they are strong enough to carry the whole world!
       I think

      But my caterpillar suit are too strong
      My wings cannot escape
      I am forced to crawl down here
      With only the dream of flying

      But still, my dear, I may fly toward you
      Hope, is in the end,
      all we got...
         and all we will ever have

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      Night

      The night’s black darkness has conqured the world
      Like a fog it has consumed us, making us all alike
            Dark. Dark. Black.
      The moon’s pale face studies me filled with sorrow
      "When did your heart freeze, sister?"
      I have no answers, only tears
          of blood.

      And a prayer for this to end now

      Outside the night is like a cold hand
      All life is asleep.
      Into my icecage comes only the sound of silence
        The heaviest burden there is

      The borders of my life are so cold
      so cold
      But the winter already inhabits my life

      Through this icecage I can see the world, so close
      yet so far away

      "Why can’t I feel anymore, brother?"
          I ask the moon silently
      It’s distant patterns offers no answers,
      only eternal darkness

      My heart needs to sleep,
      I lie my body to rest
      The night has come to stay

      Then out reaches a hand, a sunbeam breaks the night
      The day awakens
      "We live only on hope, sister"
      The moon’s face disappears while the day
      Melts my ice cage

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      Tears

      I drown in my tears.
      I cry
      A lake of bitter water
      Washes waves against weak soil
      Shapes me
      I am clean
      No tears dries me

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      What is left after you fall?

      What is left after you fall?
      He loved her, but left her
      She loved him, but left him
      But only he could come back

      What is left after you fall?
      The memories of unspoken love
      All the things you meant to say
      But couldn’t find the words

      What is left after you fall?
      Regret, sorrow and broken dreams
      No comfort from her dying breath
      For he cannot say it back

      What is left after you fall?
      The torment of wasted time
      An echo of her final words
      And her whisper in the wind

      What is left after you fall?
      Her heart alive in his
      Telling him all those things
      She knew but never said

      What is left after you fall?
      A windy road to walk alone
      And many miles to go
      Before meeting her again

      What is left after you fall?
      Nothing – but the climb up

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      The Walls Don’t Speak Our Language

      I think
      Sometimes
      I see her, just in the corner of my eye

      But I turn and no one’s there
      I see nothing but an empty ally
      With screaming cats
      And silent walls

      The walls could tell me
      If she was really there
      Or I just wish she was
      But they speak not our language
      And I not theirs

      But if they told me she was there
      I’d run into the shadows
      And hold her forever close to me
      While day and night would pass
      And we wouldn’t care
      And forever wouldn’t be enough

      I think..
      if I did see her
      everything would be alright

      But the walls don’t speak our language
      And I not theirs

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      Awards Won/Babylon 5/ Buffy/World of Dreams Awards /Forgotten Realms/
      HL:The Raven/ Links/Mail/ Main/Miss Sandman's Stories/New/Red Dwarf/RPG/
      Touching Evil/ Voyager/Water Rats/Wheel of Time/Webrings/X-Files/The Lady of Dreams/